I truly and honestly need to get my life back together. I used to be so composed and gracious, but this past year has ripped that apart. I’m tired of being tired and uninspired and not doing anything I enjoy. I want to start presenting myself better. I want to wear nicer clothes and take better care of my body. I want to stop ripping it to shreds whenever I’m upset or when it makes me angry. I need to try and eat better when I do eat. I need to chill the fuck out is what I need to do.

I don’t know. It’s late and I’m exhausted and rambling.